The Politics of Everything

This is what i felt today. Totally detached. I've discovered alot to the theory of life that i have started pursuing since alevels. Though i know this is a life-long process that is almost infinite and will never end till i die.

I used to convince myself that my thoughts are always probably playing tricks with me, being constantly brainwashed to believe that i am extremely paranoid with everything! Not that i'm disagreeing with that, then again i've been internalised to believe that way, how could i see the bigger picture?

The times when i seem paranoid, i was proved to be so. And when i wasn't, i should have been so. Plain naive and being stepped all over the place. Then again, i might just be paranoid again, right?

I have nothing else to say. my theory of life continues...