Socially deprived?

Feelin weird actually. Really feelin weird for quite a week or two. I hate turning this post into something diary-like cos it's not a diary.

I almost forgotten why i am not speaking sociologically nowadays, hv I? It has brought me to assess the day i took up this subject called Sociology-the science of all sciences.
I invoke now an excerpt of my sociological point of view months ago:

"I seem to have undergone a series of “truth-revelation” mechanism of the insight to life that I was certain I have been somewhat socially influenced into what seem to be an eternal an cyclic world of sociological thinkers.You see, I was introduced to this ‘socially-perplexing’ subject 4 months ago called “Sociology” as one of my core subjects in my pre-u program. And little did I know that I was in for a socially confusing adventure. At the very beginning of my A levels, I knew I had made the right choice in attempting this subject, probably because of my inquisitive and contentious nature, which I confidently thought would be an advantage. I was, however, quickly proven wrong (and right in some ways) by the first month itself. This subject has turned me from a scientifically-straight forward student into a brain-twisting ridicule..."

Well first of all, i must admit i'm not so much of a brain twisting riddicule...otherwise i could have twisted my way out to an A. But i am sincerely okay wit a B grade cause i know it's undoubtedly tough even though i gave my all in tht papers.

Goin on wit what my view was on this particular subject months ago, currently, i felt worn out as if i'd been socially dis-internalise and banished into my original world of non-sociological thinkers. I am not as socially inquisitive now nor am i as socially competent nowadays. It has been a socially demanding and strenuous journey throughout six months of my life. It's not as if i had only been studying that for my Alevels though. I probably should ponder as to whether or not i've made a suitable choice in taking up this social science. As i claimed to be "socially influenced" into the world of sociology, i should probably say that i must've been "socially dissuaded" from this realm. For eternity? Or is this all merely part of a distinct social phase one would normally go through in the course of a socially insane journey? Of which there is a pole at the end of the journey signifying victory? I wouldn't know would i...otherwise i would be at the pole already.

Sociologically speaking, sociology is a socially relative subject. Every aspect to sociology can be viewed and applied by various sociological perspectives, with each giving very extreme dogmas at opposing ends. Each canon of these multi-paradigmatic "revolutions" seem to know no boundaries and acceptance of any level towards their counterparts. The fact is, i am socially loaded with the task of going on, as opposed to what seem to be a world of discovery then. I may have discovered that. Or i may not have. However, the realistic truth lies in the fact that neither is relevant to the social competence one would express in examination terms. This socially perplexing subject i have once claimed, had evolved into a materially exam-oriented set of study, of which there is no room for inquisitorial development of an inquisitve specimen into the theory of life like me. No, the blame should not fall on the nature of sociology, the circumstances should.

Will the second wave of social revelation occur again from its provenance? I was convinced in the begining to enter a world of social intelligence. I don't hope to leave before the phase is completed. Will it ever be completed? Sociologically, it wouldn't. Because it is a cyclic world of tautological elements. There is no begining. There is no end. I might not have started. I might never know it has ended.

I might have been disillusioned. Nothing might be wrong. Yet, nothing seems to be right. My sociological point of view then seems to be no more than a figment in momentary time. I wish to persue that relativistic "truth" because i believe i'm still trapped in a world of sociological thinkers. I wish to see it's end.

The false truth

Well sometimes people have thoughts that are not necessarily true but somehow, one thought it to be true cos it seems so true. It’s almost a “coincidence” that one’s happiness is other’s sadness and that one’s sadness is other’s happiness. It’s paranoid, people say, to think of things. It’s naïve, people say, to assume nothing. This is the "false" truth.

Countdown 2008 AEON JJ Bkt Tinggi

Wow! Juz came home from countdown at AEON jj Bkt Tinggi! Was so fun!

I went to jj with my cousin at 3pmsmthing and i hv my lunch first at kenny rogers. Aft tht we decided to go to greenbox bt it was RM52 bcos of hol season n stuff la..so expensive finally decided not to go. Then we went down to the carpark to see if the stage is put up already or not and whether we shld start waiting already. Then, when we went there, we saw jac n suki doing their soundcheck on the stage! haha...even took a pic wit jaclyn victor!

After that, we waited until at night and the show begin. Initially it wasn't as crowded. But until halfway already, wah....so many thousands of ppl and it was so packed. But we got the front line bcos we waited early! The music was damn loud as there were like 6speakers together at d left of d stage. Evryone was screaming and we even snap so many pics n i took alot of videos!haha

Faizal, Suki, Jaclyn Victor and Zhang Dong Liang were the starts tonight and they sang really good! N of course, there were few other performances and it was very yit lau. Got one song jac sang abit ni then suddenly no current! haha...then hv to stop a while before it came bck agn. Zhang Dong Liang on the other hand had a group of fans that wore green tshirt!

After all d performances, the countdown begins. When it strike twelve, there was massive fireworks!!!

Aft that, my cousin followed my sis n her bf home but i followed my lasallian buddies (chua, sow, sihao, kc n his bro) to mamak in Modern. They also came actually to d countdown. Had planned earlier to meet them up bt juz couldn't leave my spot at d front to meet them at d back cos they reach 8pmsmthing. Reached home almost 2am.

The entire night was fascinating!